Looking for change no dont empty your pockets!
There comes a point in everyones life where they quantify
everything they've done or accomplished in their
lives... for me this is happening at the ripe old age of 25..
now that you more mature readers are done laughing at how
much farther I have to go in life. I say to you, try and remember
when you were 25 done, or supposed 2 b done with school, almost
30, an age up till a few years ago you thought was ancient
and far in the future...remember that time? thats where
I am at now.. I'll continue..back to the point (if there
is one) this is happening to me now.. I've had lots of
changes in my life, I just got out of the army, a long time
relationship ended recently, and unfortunately I've
moved back to the P's (since I literally just got back
from the army a month ago and am looking for a place) and I
ask myself "what have I done up to now thats worth a
hill of beans" and honestly it is nothing. I feel lost
and confused like I havent found myself, I still party like
a rockstar and go to concerts all the time (loved Phish and
its ilk).. I feel like a kid, feel behind... and its discouraging...
has anyone else had these feelings? what did you do?
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