Virginity Lost
This happened when I was studying in 2nd year in my college,
in Karachi. It was a co-education college but I was just
a shy type of girl who is only concerned with her studies.
I never tried to make friendship with males. Even the female
friends were few in number. But when it came to seek some
help in my studies, I never hesitated to get it even from
a male class fellow but that too remain within limits.
Due to the marriage of one of my relatives in the native town,
I missed some classes so I had to make up by having notes from
class fellows. I sought them from my female friends but
none were satisfactory. I then asked one of the male classmates,
Zeeshan, who was amongst the most intelligent ones. He
promised to arrange them on the next day but he couldnt!
saying that he forgot and I can accompany him to his house
if I need them urgently. I asked him to bring them next day
which again he didnt. He again apologized me and requested
me to accompany him to his residence to have notes.
I was of the view that there must be his family and there is
nothing to fear but when I reached there and entered the
house, I came to know that we were alone at home. I at once
stopped at the main door and asked him to bring the notes
but Zeeshan told me to have a seat in the drawing room for
a cold drink and within a few minutes he would give me the
notes. Though unwilling, I sat on a sofa and he went inside
and returned with a glass of coke. I took it and he again disappeared
in the home. I kept drinking the coke while waiting for him.
By the time I finished my glass, he returned with an envelope
of notes and handed over to me. I took the notes and stood
up to leave but as soon as I stood up, I felt dizzy and fell
on the sofa. He held me by arm and asked what happened. But
I was now unable to answer. I dont know what he mixed in the
coke which didnt changed its taste but made me helpless.
I wasnt able to speak nor able to move according to my will,
but I was not fully out of senses. I was able to see what is
going around but fully unable to resist.
Zeeshan then passed his arm under my arm and held my back,
lifted me and took me to his bedroom. As I told, I knew what
is going on but unable to understand or resist. I accompanied
him and there he laid me on his bed. He then went to washroom
and when he came back, he had nothing on his body. He approached
me and start kissing and pressing my breasts then he lifted
my body and removed my shirt. Those days I was having slim
body and so always remained without a bra and panty. After
removing my shirt he kissed and sucked my boobs. This created
some hot feeling in me but I was just able to feel it but couldnt
resist at all. During his sucking I was feeling something
hard between my legs. Then he got up from my body and pulled
down my shalwar, so now I was without anything on my body.
He again resumed his job and started sucking my boobs, then
he got down between my legs and started sucking my pussy.
This further enhanced my dizziness but I was already unable
to do anything. During sucking my pussy, his hands kept
pressing my breasts. After some time I felt something entering
my pussy which caused me pain but I was not able even to move
my body. That kept entering me and then I felt a sharp feeling
inside and after that he suddenly gave a push which caused
me severe pain. He then started pulling and pushing his
dick in me. My pain lasted for some time and after that it
kept reducing and I then felt some pleasure. Suddenly I
felt something hot deep inside me and with that feeling
his body became loose and he laid on my body calmly. After
about an hours time I became able to move my body slightly
which he sensed and got up from me and went to washroom.
In some more time I fully came to my senses and seeing my condition
and recalling the memories of the period of dizzyness I
became aware of what has happened with me. I was full of sorrow
and started crying and weeping and during that kept wearing
my clothes. By the time I completed wearing clothes, he
returned from the washroom, fully clothed this time, and
took me in his arms speaking gentle words to console me.
I pushed him back and cried on him that he has spoiled my life
and I will tell my parents who will kill him. But he said that
he will marry me and within a week he will send his parents
to my house to ask for my rishta. This helped to console me
and I, after taking notes from him, left his house. When
I reached home, my mother was worried to see my condition
to which I told her that I am feeling headache and fever and
I want to take some rest. Next day I didnt go to college.
When I went to college after two days of my first fuck, I found
Zeeshan waiting at the college gate. He welcomed me and
asked me to accompany him to the canteen as he has to talk
something important to me. I thought that it must be about
his promise about sending his parents to my house. But when
we had a seat there at the Canteen he told me that he had an
eye on my for a long time and when I asked for the notes from
him, this facilitated him in his dirty desire. Now I have
to obey to anything he will say to me, and if I will not obey,
he will tell about my fucking to every male of this college.
This was a dangerous situation for me but I had no option.
He called me four times in a period of about two months and
on my fifth visit to his house I was terrified to see that
there were 3 more boys. I refused but he again threatened
me that he will tell about me to all the boys of the college.
So I had to give up and that I decided to think something to
permanently get rid from Zeezshan.
President of the Student Union of the College was a very
strong man and seemed to be a badmuash type of person. On
some occasions he tried to draw my attention for friendship
but I didnt care much. So this week I myself went to him and
asked him for a cup of tea. He was very happy and we went to
the canteen. During the tea he offered me for a long drive
to which I readily agreed. We got up from the canteen and
went to the drive. He took out the car and started driving
aimlessly but after sometime I realized that we are now
far from the populated area and there is nothing around
except bushes and trees. He stopped the car by some trees
and bushes and tried to hold me but I resisted. He said that
he loves me and wants my love in response. Then I said that
if he helps me in getting rid of one man, he will get all my
love. He asked me who is that person and then I told him everything
about Zeeshan. He was angry on listening this and promised
to help me. So that day we just had some kissing and hugging
after which we drove back to college. After two days I came
to know that while crossing a road, Zeeshan was hit by some
anonymous car and both his legs have been broken.
I was now free from that bastard but to pay my thanks to the
Union president, Zulfiqar, I had to spend a whole night
with him. Though it proved to be very painful for me being
the first anal sex experience but that was my last sex during
the period I remained in that college. Zulfiqar never again
asked me for sex.
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