How Much Further Should I Go?
I've always been bi-curious. Now that I've hit
40, I seem to have gone a bit "middle aged crazy",
and going futher than I ever though I would, sexually.
On Friday, for the first time in years, I visited a porn theatre
here in Toronto. After sitting with a hard on for about an
hour I wondered how to get rid of it. This older man sat then
right next to me. As the theatre was almost empty, he wasn't
here for the nice seat!
After a few moments, I put my hand into his (open) zipper.
Its the first cock other than my own I've ever touched.
He touched me. Some other guy walked down the aisle, so we
stopped for a bit. When I reached back his whole cock was
out of his pants, and I went back to work. I guess it was the
combination of the movie, almost getting caught and his
HUGE dick, and I came. He quicly got up and left, and I went
out the back door (not a euphamism...).
The scary thing for me was that it didn't feel wrong,
bad or dirty. Just a rush.
So: do I go back next week and do the same thing?
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