Annoyed
Ok, so i have been dating this guy for a month. During the
first week and a half we were exclusive, and it was great.
He went on a trip to visit family for 2 weeks. as soon as he
left all these opportunities came up to cheat but i didnt.
i told him i needed to be able to date other people, and he
said it was ok but he didnt want anyone else. so now i fuck
other people on the side, and i cant seem to bring myself
to have sex with him, it is not enjoyable for me. he tells
me he loves me, and he is in love with me and speaks of marriage
and "when we have kids" frankly it scares me.
i am only 19 and not ready. i want to be free and play around.
i currently am trying to find a place to stay, so i am staying
with him. if i break it off, then i have no where to go. he takes
care of me, in the sence of i have a place to live, food, shower
etc., but i am miserable, and the sex is horrible...what
am i supposted to do?
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